I lost the point of traveling after cycling 80,000 km because of this

I’ve traveled six continents over 80,000 km, but I lost the point of traveling due to Covid 19 and my failure of going back home. Please watch to the end.
You can read the post about this: https://www.universewithme.com/what-is-like-getting-lost/
Check my apps I made: https://play.google.com/store/apps/dev?id=8348798372430361235

Thanks to David Sims for correcting English.
Thanks to Dominic from ABC News for the drone footage.
===Hello, it’s Jin===
I have traveled with my bicycle since Sept 2011 through North America, Latin America, Africa, Europe, Middle East, Central Asia, Southeast Asia, and Oceania. My channel is all about my traveling. I have uploaded about travel vlog, adventure, cycling, street food, local food, gears, review, information, local people and more.
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Jin